My Life As A New Person

Wow so much has happened in the last couple weeks I cant even begin to explain it.
First off I have found my calling. I am going to be some sort of inspirational speaker. And I am hopefully going to Bethal for college. Lets see I feel totally different inside with just overwhelming joy....which is incredible seeing as Im already a pretty happy person.
Lastly I have done way too much to write and so if you truely would like to chat it up gimme a call or better yet lets kick it in person.
Much love my wonderful friends C-=

My Life As A Passionate Lipstick Consumer

Recently I have discovered my ultimate love of lipstick. I got 6 new ones today making it a total of 15 lipsticks. Mmmmm thats the good stuff.
Other than that and some personal stuff that doesnt need to be posted for all the world to see...there really isnt anything new.
I had the best couple days this week though. On Thursday I was in a horrible mood but my friends wanted me to go to river rhythms with them so I sucked it up and went. Oh my goodness the guy that sang and his band were fantastic! I started out not having alot of fun but by the end of the night I didnt ever want to go home. It was good salsa dancing music :). Afterwards a large group of us went to Carinos to get drinks and I drank 4 Italian sotas and thought I was going to puke. But it went away after I burped a few times. I surely am a well mannered woman. Jenni Grove drove me and Kristen to Ixtapa to meet up with Justina and Anna so we could go home with them. Justina was driving the silver truck which only has too seats. Soooo me and Anna got in the back [at like 11 somethin at night so its freakin cold] with a lil blanket, laid down so nobody could see us, and spooned all the way to Justinas singing Cheetah Girls songs for a solid 15-20 minutes. Good night.
On Friday Anna went home and we watched Legally Blonde then got all pretty. Anna and her dad came back to pick us up and take us to Albany. I was in a wonderful mood before they got us, but he was bein a jerk and pissed me off. Anyways so Kristen, Justina, and I all wore dresses and we hung out at the mall for a while then went to go see the GI JOE movie.....LOVED IT!
Now my neck hurts like none other so if you average it out the last couple days have been moderately enjoyable.
Much love my wonderful friends C-=

My Life As A Non-Motavated Lazy Bum

Oh goodness what to say, what to say?????
So lately I've been in a very bad mood. Well I wouldnt say "bad" as I would confused. I really just dont know what I want or what to do. Or why Im so freaking tired and no motivation for anything anymore. So hopefully I get all that figured out.
And really I dont know what to do about this whole Tonn thing. I mean I like him ALOT but I think I like us better as friends. Dont get me wrong I really like datin him but he just isnt as fun anymore. Weird as it sounds, but he just acts alot differently and I dont know I just like goofin off and havin fun. So Im really praying about it and hopefully I come up with a conclusion. I just really dont want to hurt him. Its tough.
Also, Im freakin out about volleyball. I havent got on the court and played in forever and Im suuuuper rusty!!! I want to make varsity again but then another part of me doesnt even want to play if Justina's not there. I guess thats something Im going to have to get over and relize that she's not coming back but for the last 10 years I've done everything with her and if she's not there it just doesnt feel right. Shelby really needs to play and I can help you get better. :)
I do miss Kitten and Swedes and the three of us NEED to get together and soon!
P.S. Shelby if I have to take weight lifting this year you should take it with me...please.
Much love my wonderful friends C-=

My Life As Well Simply Nothing

I feel entirely pathetic. I really have nothing to talk about. Drivers Ed is over and I only have 1 drive day left. Which means now I can start going to morning workouts.......IF I ever convince myself to get out of bed that early.
Oh yes, I believe I have made a decision and I will be attending East Linn this year instead of West. Sorry Steen. I just simply dont think it would be the best thing for me if I went there.
PS nobody make plans for August 6th. There is a really cool guy singing at River Rhythms and we all must go.
Oh PPS somebody needs to through a party.
Much love my wonderful friends C-=

My Life As A Busy Busy Gurl

Hello darlings. Hmmmm I only have four drivers ed classes and four drive times left, and after this week I will only have two classes and three drive times. I guess Im pretty excited to be done since I hate it. Correction I dont just hate it I hate it more than anything in the world.....except for when you wake up in the middle of the night and you cant feel your feet cause they are so cold....yeah I really hate that too. The funny thing is as soon as Im done Tonn has to take it hahaha, Kyle and Kurtis too. But luckily they will have the class together unlike me not knowing anyone. Oh well.
So this week I stayed at Justina's house on Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, then left Saturday. On Wednesday I had class then hung out with Kyle and made Amanda get well better cards cause she was sick. Then we watched Batteries Not Included. Then Tonn, Austin, Anthony, Kyle, Kurtis, Me and Justina were going to go skating at the skating rink. Buuuut nobody checked to see if it was even open so we all get down there and it was closed, so we all went to Tonn's house and watched The Knowing [I've already seen it though] and ordered pizza. Afterwards I went home with Justina. On Thursday we were home alone most of the day and pretty much just hung by the pool and watched movies and such. Then at like oh who knows what time, Haley and Katie came over. I was sick so I went to bed early, I felt like my head was gonna explode. Then on Friday them girls went home at like 8:30 in the morning and Miss Kitten got there at 10 something, but I swear on my life the clock said 11:30! But then again I was half asleep so I very very possibly could be wrong. And on Saturday Me, Justina, Tonn, Anthony, Marshall, Tonn's mommy, and my parents all went hiking at silver creek falls. It was really fun, I missed Shelby though. Once we got to the last fall we were wanting to go swimming and since I fell in we decided just to go. Anthony and Marshall didnt go though. Then when we were finished we all piled into the van and went back to the parking lot thing with all the picnic tables and playground. (we didnt play which made me sad) And we ate lunch then layed out in the sun to dry. TheEnd.
Yesterday I went to Austin's house for a pool party but nobody came cause they all had to pack so the two of us watched the Arisocats and mixed one of each flavor of off brand otterpop into a big pitcher then drank it. Oh and ate prolly 39748279878 cookies that his mommy had made. After a while Marshall came over too the three of us had fun.
And now all my friends are going on trips this week so other than Drivers Ed I have decided to just go into hybernation mode. And dont wake me up because there is a 90% chance I'll be pissed.
Much love my wonderful friends C-=

My Life As Tonn Cummin's Girlfriend

Ok so on Monday after drivers ed my grandma took me out to lunch then drove me home. Once I was home I became very very bored. Soooo I texted Austin on Tonn's phone and invited them boys over. Tonn's mom was goin to salem and so she dropped Tonn, Austin, and Anthony off around 4 on her way there. During the time they were there we ate Ice cream, baked a cake, watched Longest Yard, and ate pizza. Well, while we were bakin we realized we didnt have frosting. So I gave my grandma a call and asked her if she had any and if she did if we could use it. She did so we turned off the oven and all walked acrossed the street to her house to pick it up. On our way back my dad yelled at Tonn to come look at some stuff. So we went into the shop and my dad showed him my grandpa's plane that he built and recently finished. They looked at that, the tempest, and then played basketball on the hoop.....now if you dont already know, Tonn and my dad are pretty close friends, at least thats what my dad thinks. So after a while of them \talkin and hangin out I got bored so started walkin back to the house with Anthony and Austin while Tonn stayed back and hung out with my dad. No joke we finished the cake and put it in the oven, then read a People magazine, and went upstairs to watch tv. Tonn and my dad were out there for AT LEAST an hour probably more playin on that stupid hoop. Turns out while they were out there Tonn asked my dad for permission to date me :D.
The boys stayed till like 10 and we made plans to go rafting Tuesday and hiking Saturday. So on Tuesday Tonn's mom came and picked me up at like 9:30 so I guess I got to sleep in a little longer than normal. When we got to Tonn's house the boys were still blowin up the boats and patchin the holes. I was the only girl, Shelby was supposed to come but it ended up just being me, Tonn, Austin, Anthony, and Justin. It was really super fun. I rode with Tonn and while we were goin down the river he said, "can I ask you a question?" So I said, "sure". So he said, "Would you like to be my girlfriend?" And I said (with a huge grin on my face) "Yes I would, very much so :)". Im sooooo happy! Then we got out of the water and went and played on the play ground while we waited for Tonn's daddy to come pick us up. After that we went back to Tonn's house and Shelby was there waitin for us, oh and Justin went home cause he had to work. So we all took showers and ate lunch then watched a movie. Justina came over while we were watchin Hitch. But before the movie was over Shelby's mommy came to pick her up. Ps Shelby looked stinkin cute by the way ;). We hung out for a while and ate dinner then Justina went home. I stayed there for a couple hours hangin with Tonn lookin at pictures and lookin through all his stuff, then my mom came to get me around 8 somethin. While my mom was talkin for forever we went outside and played and then Derek came over. When my mom finally was done talkin we left around 8:30, meaning I had spent close to 11 hours with then yesterday, oh well it was worth it. So pretty much in the last 2 days I had spend 17 hours with those boys and hopfully we goin skatin tonight (everyone is invited) and hiking on Saturday.
But now I have 5 minutes to finish my homework and get to class.....YIKES!
Much love my wonderful friends C-=

My Life As An American

Where to begin....ok so 4th of July was a blast. Except for the part of Tonn always acting like a 5 year old and jumping in the pool every two minutes, no joke. That kid just cracks me up sometimes. :) I got to Austin's house super early, at like 3, because my parents and brother were going to Crater Lake. I was supposed to go with them but Justina got back on the 4th and they knew how much it meant to me to be able to see her because I missed her so bad while she was gone, so they let me stay. So first we ate, I didnt know they had food there so I brought my own then they all gave me a hard time about it. After we ate we went swimming. Now this is where we found a not so lovely problem. No one informed me that "modist" is swimming in t shirt and shorts, not a bikini with the thick straps and no strings.....who's ta know right. All my life thats just how me and Justina wore swim suits so I didnt even thing about it. Sooooo I was the only one wearing a bikini, joy. Oh well. Then we got out when Shelby got there and then we all went and played with Marshall and wased poop off his trampoline hahaha. Then we went swimming again and I got Shelby to go and it was dazzling fun! Tonn and Anthony got there and we didnt really talk at all actually.....pretty lame. The fireworks were pretty lame. But all together it was a fun night, strange how that works :D.
Theeeeennnnnn after the party I went to Justina's house at 1 AM. I didnt get to see her cuz she told me not to wake her up, so I didnt. So in the middle of the night I wake up to her floppin her arm over and hittin my face then she sounded like she was yellin some weird chant kinda thing and it really creeped me out! No joke it was freaky. In the morning I was so happy to get to see her again! It was a good day. And now I have drivers ed. Just imagine my enthusiasm, especially with this darling weather we are experiencing. BLECK!
Much love my wonderful friends C-=